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Dec. 10th, 2015

today i looked up on psychology today's website to find a new therapist. the one i have been seeing for a year seems to be miles away from understanding much about me,and hasn't been much help. i feel badly,as she is kind,easygoing,and does not ask me to pay copays or deductibles...which is a loss for her. so i know she is not in it for the money. but,i think it is time for a change,because my life is very difficult and getting more so all the time,and i need a therapist who can help me. i did find one that is local and takes medicare. she works mostly with kids and young adults,but it includes those with selective mutism,so i'm thinking maybe she knows something about autism,which i need help with. she does work with some adults. i don't know if she is taking new patients...that's the next step. and it will probably cost me more too but i need the help,even though i have less money to spend. yes,i feel squeezed lately in many ways.

health issues are also getting worse.

thought i would try writing a bit more. i have a hard time connecting with people. not so much technically,but in the sense of finding connections that can be mutually beneficial and worth my spoons. that sounds more harsh than i mean it to be,but i have such a small collection of silverware. haha. gonna go take a nap.


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Dec. 12th, 2015 03:42 am (UTC)
I'm really sorry the kind therapist who doesn't cost much isn't working out for you. That sounds like an ideal set-up, IF the work's going well. Sure hope you manage to find someone good who can get onto your wavelength. The getting-to-know-you process is daunting, though, isn't it?
Dec. 12th, 2015 05:44 am (UTC)
well,it's been a year since i started with this therapist. it is hard to find a good one,and really i think i should always have a good one with no gaps,because i am actually disabled by my depression. but life is not ideal! i need to not give up,though,on this,i guess. other people with chronic illness go through this with being limited or not being able to find good doctors to help them. thanks for your comment!
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